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Today, I was working on my speech outline, which suppose to be done long time ago... but i procrastinated like crap, so as a result, i only had 2 hours of sleep... (I am goddamn sleepy right now...) Anyways, i have a class in speech 101, and this week was my time to deliver a speech... Since im the biggest procrastinator of the day, I did my research, read 3 books, wrote my outline format, did photo copying, revise the outline, make notecards to help me while I deliver it, and probably everything u can think of of "preparation" for a speech--- I did it ALL in oneday... NO i am not superman, and as a result it turned out very BAD ...I mean REALLY BAD... I requested to my teacher if i can go last, and she let me, i went to the bathroom, and for 5 min, i was practicing my speech there... It was VERY UNORGANIZED... This type of public speaking (speech), takes about a WEEK to prepare, and u have to practice it with people listening to you, and critique how u should convey your ideas... Retardly, I didn't do that...cause i felt like i am so cool, i can just pull it off..BUT I DIDNT... i was stuttering, i was nervous, i blank out, i had a sweat on my forhead, i sounded unprepared, and scared... It was horrible...omigod, i cant believe that... Im not usually like that because i always do it on time..its just.. i was so godamn lazy this week...Anyways, i learned a lesson now, and this time, for my next speech, ill make sure ill do a better job on it..and practice it..and do it for atleast one week of preparation... It was emabarrasing....  Oh yeah, my topic was about Acute Myelogenous Leukemia...and usually most of the people that presented their speech was a topic of an animal, happy stuff, and just positive things people laugh and smiles...however on my speech, ppl looked at me like theyre so interested, and scared at the same time...hahahha....i thought that was funny, but it did distract me...im like "ohh man..theyre scared..." their jaws were like opened down..lol...because it was a serious, sad topic which they know it KILLS PEOPLE...hahah...hmmm maybe if u guys want to give a speech, try to keep it positive...gettin ppl scared just...doesnt project a pleasant vibe..it actually makes u feel all nervous and serious..then u stutter like crap..and so forth... atleast my judge liked it...and he said "it was pretty interesting, kept me up on my toes..." hehe...I totally think i had a VERY GOOD TOPIC..but VERY UGLY SPEECH DELIVERY..hahaha...yuck! anways, im so lazy, ive been gettin low scores in my psychology class.... I really need to improve, if i want to get an A...anyways..hmm.. i havent wrote anythin here in ages...hehe..for all the cool viewers that reads my crap, thank you... Makes me realize, there are interesting people that will read your crap, even if its crappy non-sense..you guys do know u ROCK?...hehe, THANK YOU though!  Well...I learned a lesson...procrastination is a butthole...arh..hate it! ohh Mr. Meinke died..RIP on March 08, 2004.... I thought hes a really good math teacher in my highschool years..even though i only had him for 10 weeks..he pretty showed concerns toward his students....may you Rest in Peace...anways, well..i have to clean my room and shoot, i want to sleep...2 hours of sleep, stayin on the comp (TYPING OUTLINE)--- it just frustrating...hMMm...ohh i finally talked to Pyra, Charles, and Vivian over the phone! theyre my best childhood friends in the Philippines..who i really really miss alot...they also email me! how cool is that? even my close cousins dont do that...haha...anwayys im sleepy  even if its already noon! bye peeps! STay tune!

    I can't believe  I would find my childhood friends on friendster ever out of 8 years of no contact! I found Pyra (my bestfriend), Ken, Melanie, Fannie, Diane, Jeffrey, Ralph, Charles, Christine, Madel, Matt Andel, and Jhoanna! WOW! These people were my old friends in grade 4 in the Philippines. We were all buddies, and very good friends! Pyra was my long lost best friend  ! Sadly, I had to leave the Philippines after grade 4  because my parents and siblings were ALL in the States, except me. I was the only one left in the Philippines for about 11 years. I didnt want to go the States, because I love the Philippines so much and the people around me...  With the shortest time I had, I never had the time to say goodbye to all of them.... I heard from my cousin that some of them were looking for me and misses my clown butt...  AWWW! OH MAN! We all went our separted lives and lived a different "world..." As for me, when I first came here in the States, I realize how valuable friendship could be... It's a long story of detail, but I'll just make this brief... Living in a new "world" where everyone made fun of you because you didn't know how to speak english, while some others say "You don't belong here, go back to country!" IT WAS VERY TOUGH FOR ME,  especially during my childhood days... I realize how happy I was with them in the Philippines... Then onday I clicked on my cousin's friendster, and I saw Little Lambs Learning Center (my old school) and from there, I saw one of my coolest friends, Fannie! then from her, I was able to reach the others. Till now, I am still looking for a few others like Nelson, Rowell, Romulo, Jermell, and Vivian.... I wonder where they are??? hmm but I wont give up on them! heheh! Well Im still keeping in touch with them thru friendster, and I cant wait to go back there this december, and we ARE ALL PLANNING TO HAVE OUR VERY OWN CHILDHOOD  REUNION!!!!  this is gonna be a memorable day of my life!!! I JUST CANT WAIT! hehe!!! Well, thats for now, I'll update more about what i find interesting later... OHH yeah! almost forgot, I went to Mica's party, where I had to sing, I sang "A Whole New World" and "Bakit Ngayon Ka Lang!" I did it like as if i knew it, because it was a magic mic, and I HAVE THE SAME MAGIC MIC!  so I practiced those songs at home, so it seems like I know how it goes, its tune, and how it ends! HAHAHAHHA!!!! Everyone was impressed when I sang "bakit ngayon ka lang" !!! For a minute there, I thought I sounded like Ogie mixed with Piolo Pascual (some famous filipino singers)..HAHAHAH! im such a dork! hehe well dats all for now peeps! STAY TUNE! IM SO HAPPY!!!  each day, i check my friendster if they sent me a msg...sometimes its like my wake up call, cause when i get awaken from my sleep, I cant help it but to get up and check my email and friendster!!!! HAHAHAH i know, i know, im a dork! hheheheh ! well take cares peeps!

I went to work, as usual, it was hectic...  i felt really tired and got a little headache cause there was alot of work! Honestly, i told anthony, i didnt feel goin, and that we should just go to sleep ... but i figured, dat SUCKS...i mean, it was Marge's bday party, and i knoe i AM CAPABLE of still walking, talking, and blah..just not hyperactive behavior... so i got ready...i didnt even feel like combin my hair..so i just took one of my hood jackets..and put it on..to cover up my laziness..haha..blah... I also brought my camera...as usual, i ALWAYS take bunch of pictures of everybody...but i wasnt really in da mood today? welph, me, rhoda, and ant, all went, greeted Marge happy bday, and right when we got there, i wanted FOOD!!! haha...so i headed to da Marge's kitchen, where i ate this spicy,chicken wings and legs...IT WAS DARN GOOD ... it made my mouth melt! usually if dat happens, da food is good...no i meant, GOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDD!!! anyways, im not gonna lie about how i truly felt, because, this is my xanga, i should write exactly how i felt, nothin but da truth! well at first..it was kinda boring...cause all i see is ppl playin video games...classics? (also, i didnt knoe them..haha)...and bommerman dude? we were just watchin them...and me and ant wanted to play, but no one pass da controller to us! hahahha...its okay, next time! so we kept goin back to Marge's room, while everyone was playin video games...and i of course, was beginning to get a little bored..i actually went ONLINE   there (im such a bored loser! hahah)...and there was Marge's webcam...oh gosh, i was not up for any picture taking at all! i felt kinda sick, but in a way i felt kinda bad, cause i was such a killjoy at times...im not really like dat... blah...i just cover it up, by just laughin around, gettin along with everyone? BUT OF COURSE, i will admit it, I CANNOT DANCE, so each opportunity of dancing, I DID NOT DANCE AT ALL ...hahha..no way! anyways, it wasnt boring, i was just not in da mood, didnt knoe ppl, "didnt try to fit in," being a party pooped! ERRRR! but towards da end, when we did karaoke revolution, dats when it started to be fun! hahaha...there was 8 ppl singing, and of course, Marge won  , because she was just soOOo cool in singing..hahah...Anthony killed 3 songs..hahah!!! Rome did  an alright job too...and i sang "KISS ME" and "EVERY MORNING..." hahaha i was singin "Every Morning" awful at first, and i even pronounced da word "HALO" as "HALLLOOO" when its suppose to be "HAY-LO..." HAHAHHA! ohh gawd..wat a BIG EMBARRASMENT! and i EVEN DID IT TWICE!  hahah coz at first, i didnt  get why ppl laughed..so i just laughed along..(haha yes i knoe, im such a dork! haha) then i did it again! HAHAH! thats when i knew SOMETHIN WAS WRONG...hahha! yes, i am a FOB! hahaha! but u knoe wat, atleast it put a big laugh on everyone's face...dat was good...towards da end, it was FUN FUN! i enjoyed it! da cake was good too! hehe... thanks alot Marge for da great party! There will be a next time! heheh! and i will need to practice dat karaoke revolution thingy oneday! hahah! and get "HAYLO" RIGHT! hahahh!! ohh man, i just took advil..im gettin dizzy..hahahha...its a great experience knowin different kinds of ppl... all i knoe is, most of my filipino friends would fight for the mic just to sing..hahaha...but this crowd was tossing da mic to ppl all around! hahahha! but its all good and it was ALOT OF FUN! well dats it..i got work tomrw..and i need to rest up! HAPPY BDAY MARGE!!! AND YES I ENJOYED IT  "HALLOOOO" ALOT!!! HAHAHA!  NITES!

Hi!!! I passed my permit  test like three days ago...hahaha! wow... seriously, i lost hope...its like i had to take it again cause i already took it long time ago, but it expired..(haha yes, i lagged big time..ask everyone that knows me lol)..anyways, i went to DMV like around 9:30...and omg.... it was so hectic..da line was long...and alot of ppl there! then i had to wait for 2 hours, just for them to call my name...it was round 11 already...and i had to pay them 24 BUCKS! wtfizy...before it was only 12 bucks to take da written test...omg!!! wat happend??? my college was already affected (11 dollars to 18 bucks a unit) then theres DMV TOO? wats next, my toothpaste's price? geez!!! anyways, wat sucked alot is, i only had 21 bucks! then out of nowhere, i saw my sister's friend, BEAM! and she was like! "Hey jerome!??! finally ur about to take it!" then she let me borrow 3 bucks! geez, she saved my life ...she was there to renew her plate.."X BEAM X" or something..hahaha..pretty neat..anyways, i took da test..and i totally lost hope..i knoe its common sense, but i didnt prepare for it at all...i did some practice online, but it wasnt enough...10 questions!?! dam..and theres like 36 questions dat I THINK DAT WAS NOT ON DA PRACTICE TEST...omg..i was ready to give up ...i was already ready to go home, and come back, and wait in dat freakin long line again...but then i saw her, she kept typing..and omg! i passed!! hahaha...wowies..i was happy, now i can get movin to my practice to drive..and then settle an appt...hmm..today i wanna pick up my glasses...i am gettin sick n tired of wearing contax everyday..especially when im at home....gosh..i should be only using my contax when i go out...umm...i dont feel like working on tuesday..hmm..i told them i was gonna give them a call..but blah...screw dat..eww tomrw is sat..and another day at work...yuck! and ohh!! i got my dsl back ! soooo happy again!  thanks to my aunt and uncle bobot...hehehhe! well dats all for updates, stay tune with Jerome's Live Journal! bye!!!